You can have it all. There must be something you have that you can use as currency. Currency has many forms. It’s not always the almighty dollar. I’ve heard tell of the most broken people being the most beautiful. There is something in them that reverberates reality and somehow makes flowers bloom. I don’t think…

I’m not ashamed but I warned you please don’t ask me to forget you, my love This is not a superficial game Displaced again.  Another burnt bridge.  On another sinking ship. I woke up today in absolute terror.  Everyone hated me.  No one wanted me around.  I’ve been unassumingly laying the groundwork for this my…

I spent the first 13 years of my life in an extremely abusive household.  Abuse has many forms.  But for me it was gaslighting, narcissism and physical.  My mom left the house in my thirteenth year.  She told my step-dad she wasn’t coming back until I was gone.  When this happened I was serving the…

2018 was a dangercunt. I was fresh out of a relationship of five years in which I had become a legendary enabler.  I had ballooned up to 297 pounds from sitting at my computer, stuffing my face, doing battle with pretty much everyone who might have an opinion that differed from mine.  As an unapologetic…